Ok, so I’m not actually asking for donations. That was suggested to me but I’d feel like I was begging and while I’m not opposed to asking for help I won’t beg for money. I have a “skills assessment test” on Monday and I’m positive it will result in immediately starting a job, but I don’t know if it’s soon enough. The best option for getting things right in my life right now as far as housing goes is being able to get the foreclosed home around the corner. It would cost less to get into that house than an apartment and the cost of maintaining it would be lower so I’d have no fear of losing my housing again. It would also allow me to help out family and close friends in need once I had myself stabilized completely and that wouldn’t take long with the low total cost of my housing.
Down payment, taxes, transfer, etc would be $2500 and the mortgage, taxes, and utilities would be easily manageable even on what I get on unemployment but at the price it is I don’t expect it to stay on the market long enough for me to get it unless I either start this job Monday and get A LOT of overtime right from the start or someone comes along and helps me get it. I don’t expect to be lucky enough to have either happen.
Another advantage of getting the house is my cats. I have five beautiful baby kitties, may be inheriting a sixth, and with a house rather than an apartment they’d have plenty of room to spread out and have their own space. They could run and play, get more exercise, lay claim to their own windows for getting sun, and in general just be happier and healthier. They’re my life, I need to do the best for them that I can and in this case doing the best for them is also doing the best for me. That’s a rare occurrence in my life.
Normally when I do what’s best for others it’s the worst possible thing for me and it has never led to good things for me. I have always ended up losing what I had and finding myself in worse shape than those I’d helped had been with nobody there to help me. Granted my kitties can only help me in limited ways but those ways are exactly what I need in my life and the fact that they do it just by loving their Daddy and simply being in my life makes it that much more important. The biggest way they help is simply by giving me a reason to keep fighting rather than falling into my head and giving up.
So I’m trying to get together $2500 as fast as possible. I’m confident I’ll get this job, I’m looking for side work for more income even if it ends up just being my pocket money so I can put more of my paychecks in the bank, I’m looking for options on other legal ways to make money, and I’m trying to keep my expenses as minimal as possible. That means I eat once a day, I don’t have any recreational activities other than walking around my neighborhood and planning my necessary errands to allow me to meet up with some local CB’ers, and watching whatever waste of time shows are on TV.
Donations? Not really, I’m doing what I can to get what I need. I’ve jokingly considered setting up a donation box but the “Buy My Babies a Cat House” fund is just something to make me smile a little.